thanks for granting my request that asked you to write about the problem that bothers your mind lately. As what you wished, I've edited and posted your two last entries. After reading them, I can say that your university's life seems so colorful. You do have a great life. I hope you can really savor every moment you have. Responding to your last entry, I want to state my thoughts.
You are having a crush on this senior, I think. The way you shared about things between you two, like joking, sharing, or he being so good to you.... I can feel like there's a love. It can be biased tough. You should promise to say to me when you are ready to confess that you're having a special feeling about him, kay? Now, about things between you and J. All I can say is this : To get one good thing, there's always another great thing you should sacrifice. I can't really help you since I have never walked in your shoes. But I know you're that kind of girl you always prioritize others' feeling than your own. You're not the egoistic girl. In case you are still not sure about the actual story between J and Wu, I guess you are not to either move forward or backward. You should stay neutral. Reason is, Wu has helped you a lot and you feel so comfortable whenever you shared thoughts with him. It's not fair for Wu that you suddenly make distances between you two. Another reason is that if it feels like there's tension between you and J, you should try to break the ice. If not, people will think negatively whether you guys are having like competition to have a guy. So, I can suggest you to act just normally.
Stay the same. Be you. Be the Imelda people loves.
With loves,
a friend of you.
